I feared until...

I haven't been active on the blog for quite some time now. I have been battling the demons of my mind. There is no escape or respite from it. I cant think of anything interesting to write either.

So, anyway, I got this as a forwarded email (most of you might have read it too)...and really liked what it said...here goes..

I feared being alone
Until I learned to like Myself.
I feared Failure
Until I realized that I only Fail when I dont try.
I feared success
Until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself.


I feared people's opinions
Until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.
I feared rejection
Until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain
Until I learned that it's necessary for growth.


I feared the truth
Until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life
Until I experienced its beauty .
I feared death
Until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.

I feared my destiny,
Until I realized that I had the power to change my life.
I feared hate
Until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love
Until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.

I feared ridicule
Until I learned how to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old
Until I realized that I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future
Until I realized that Life just kept getting better.
I feared the past
Until I realized that It could no longer hurt me.

I feared the dark
Until I saw the beauty of the starlight.
I feared the light
Until I learned that the Truth would give me Strength.
I feared change,
Until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a Metamorphosis before it could fly.

I dont believe everything this says, but there are many things I have to learn. Life is too beautiful to waste it worrying and crying, I have been told many times over. In my defense, I am trying :)

5 Sep 08